I remembered the tea today, but recently have been feeling out of sorts. it is getting cold and I am still trying to wear summer clothes. today I wore wool pants. waist pants, amy. ew. last night, michael reminded me that my birthday was approaching. it is sad, that I have to be reminded. and that as 28 approaches I feel like a lady that wears waist pants and her hair in a messy ponytail. I feel way too detached from good looks and fashion and way too close to mom hair and cat ladies. I don't want shopping to be the answer so recently red wine and chips have tried to fill in. I want to go to the emerald city and have someone buff my body like the tin man and even "dye my eyes to match my gown". that is just pathetic but I don't feel up to any beauty regimen beyond basic hygiene. can't someone book me a good haircut and manicure (not you michael, I am still pining for the digital camera) this may be due to the fact that my head is trying to explode. school, work, observations, fall allergies, and an intense amount of anxiety stemming from these things. All A's in my program so far....only place to go is down. the worst is when I ask people from my classes if they did the reading?, did they think it was difficult?, are they ready for the next project? etc. they seem detached. they don't do the reading, they already did the project, or worse they forgot there even was one but they don't seemed bothered by this. I have turned into one of the annoying girls in high school. homework nazi with waist pants. at least I have the tasty red wine.
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The waist pants are comfortable, though, and that counts for a lot when you're feeling out of sorts. Do something nice for yourself. Skip a reading and get your hair trimmed or paint your nails instead!
-A
these waist pants are not comfy. but you are right. seems like the only time I stop is when I am asleep. eek.
You are not alone. I think it has something to do with the change in season. I have to wear all black every day. I am like that annoying girl in high school that thought wallet chains and goth rock were sexy. Is there a Queer Eye for the Lazy or Overworked Woman. PS If waist pants might be mine, you can keep them... or burn them. Maybe be thats what you need a bonfire for style warmth:)
-KMM
I love how you post anon. and then sign your name. I certainly need a queer eye for the overworked fashion inept woman. these waist pants aren't yours and sadly I think I bought them myself though they definitely have a mom flavor to them. the wool itches my tummy and I refuse to tuck in the shirt...that is just wrong.
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